Which Member of the Endless Are You?

Dear Andrea and Bill–

Did you all get any tornado damage?  Steve left voicemail that his grandmother in Palmetto—her subdivision was wrecked.  She and the Uncle ok–but house and their lot buried in debris.  AJC online doesn’t have much on it, which surprizes me–they’re usually all over stuff like this.

It’s been unusually warm up here for Jan.  63 f?  which breaks all past records.   Bad thunderstorms here yesterday and tornado warnings.  Supposedly cold and snowing again later in the week.

I was sick Christmas day.  Went to Emily’s church–it was sort of stuffy—I may have had food posioning from the muffins and coffee she fed me earlier–I dunno.  Broke out in sweats and was drenched.  Service was good–I managed to last through it before going to basement restroom and losing everything out both ends.   Haha  So I had to skip holiday lunch and gift opening and go home and have nightmares about being on a beach before a tsunami hit.  (I’d seen news vids the previous night about SE Asia)

How was your Christmas and New Years?  New Year’s Eve I was grumpy and went to bed at 10 and said to hell with it.  I’ve never blown off a New Year’s before–but feeling rested the next day was nice.  I had two invites which fell through, and another friend saying they “almost called me for dinner” –haha–which I wish they had.

I wish I could sell my dreams.  One evening I dreamed five years worth of episodes for a Harry Potter series.  The other night it was like Indiana had been scooped from Earth and put somewhere else.  Sort of mixture of Lost, Stargate Atlantis, and Outer Limits.  Only maybe a tenth of the original people left, but we seemed to have little flying scout craft  for exploring the edges of the land.  West and South were big bodies of water, and North and East thick impenetrable fogs.  Power was on somehow, but internet and TV and radio only local within zone.

Dream even had a season cliffhanger.  Finally got on bridge over the Ohio river south of Evansville.  Went off into the fog—fog broke–bridge was over the clouds way high up over big body of water– sun reflecting off waves so far down –my friend asked me if I wanted to continue–since I don’t like heights.  Haha  I said yes.  We finally came down on other side.   Small town  with neon lights on, deserted late night and foggy.   I checked newspaper stand.  Newspaper was like 1953 with pro Nazi  and anti Jewish stuff.  The cliffhanger was not only “my” Indiana taken but other timelines too.  hahahahah   Someone at work reminded me of the Sliders series.  Hahah

But anyway–I’ve told people at work I guestimated a possible last day sometime in the later half of Feb, and an actual move early/mid March.

But enough of me.  Hahah  How are all of you?  Keep me updated on everything and we’ll talk soon!

Love,
Wil

 

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Still haven’t decorated my tree yet, or have I already said that?   Haven’t done much today other than be thoughtful I guess. Large paintball field going to be built now not too far from my cousins house in South Atlanta, so that will be good.

I’m still pondering the nature of the universe and my place in it, if any.

Yawn.

      
The following is supposed to be part of an astrological past life reading.  I mainly did it as lark-but elements of the full reading do hit home.  Since it’s supposed to be in the style of late psychic Edgar Cayce–much of it does come across in traditional Christianized and Westernized terms.  I mean in one place there might be some debate as to how holy the “Holy Crusades” were.  Haha   And below–haha–it talks of “pioneering experiences” in colonial areas of the world.  The former “natives” might have something to say about that. Haha  The bit on Colonial Asia is funny.  How long have the Chinese had civilization?   haha  I guess I’ve just been a greedy egg sucking Euro-centric imperialist all my lives!  Boo-yah!  The full reading is like 8 pages, but the bottom paragraphs did seem true for me.




      Your Sun is in Scorpio Decanate

     Your sidereal Sun is in SCORPIO decanate, which is ruled by Mars.  Mars as Past Life Planet points to an active, outdoor, courageous, passionate yet at times warlike nature.  (look out Atlanta paintball fields  haha)

     Your exceptional will to survive and endure is built up from military-related lifetimes in the ancient Greco-Roman world or more recently (within the past century) in pioneering experiences in Great Britain/Europe, colonial Asia, Africa and/or the Americas. (like that covers everywhere doesn’t it?)(haha)

            Your Moon is in Sagittarius Decanate

     Your sidereal Moon is in the decanate of Sagittarius, which is ruled by Jupiter.  Jupiter as Past Life Planet points to a prominent soul journey between earth incarnations in the realm of Jupiter, called Brahmaloka (don’t they serve those at Starbuck’s?) in Vedic astrology.  Your Jupiter sojourn demonstrates that you have reached a high level of development toward a universal consciousness among all men and women. (well who doesn’t like to hear this sort of thing?  haha)

     Your special Jupiter sojourn also indicates you have a strong inner commitment to faith, optimism and group causes potentially affecting large numbers of people. (public nudity)  Past lives in humanitarian or spiritual service and ministry, religious, royal and priestly affairs are likely, wil, especially lifetimes in Egypt and the Holy Land. (send me drachmas and I’ll send you a prayer scroll!)

Other parts say I like to dance alot–but in a sacred manner. hahah

Well–today on xanga–I’m Five years Old.

Boo-Yah!!!

Aries

Daily extended (by Astrology.com) Getting back to the grind could be rather challenging right now, especially since you’re lacking your usual high energy. You may even be a bit emotional with coworkers, which they might find startling. If you’re lucky enough to have a workspace with a door, close it, and if you’ve got meetings scheduled, cancel them if possible. You’ll do best now working on tasks alone and with some peace and quiet. Even more peace and quiet is what you’ll want tonight.

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Dear Emily–

I don’t know what to say about yesterday.  I generally don’t get sick like that but when I do it seems to be at strategically bad times?   Yeah I was talking of food  poisoning and missing Taste of Tippecanoe when we were driving to church.

Myabe it was a combination of things?  At the beginning of the service I broke out in sweats and began shaking and I’m like no!  Not now!  It’s Christmas–don’t do this to me!  (very small ha ha)  I was afraid you were going to see me over there glistening.  I was soaked.  After about 20 minutes–I dunno–that stopped and it was like can I make it to the end of the service before running to the restroom?  That’s why I was fidgeting so much and I was afraid I was bothering you.   The sermon actually was quite good–I did try to pay attention to it while there.   And I was like–shit–I’m going to have to go home and miss lunch and gift opening and all that.  I’d been mindful that this will probably be the last holiday for a while I’ll be there physically to share with you all, and I’d planned to do my part to make it memorable.

(Haha)

Yeah but not in the way I did.

I think it was alot of smallish things and the warmth and stuffiness of the sanctuary (to me anyway) pushed me over physically.   I’d thought I’d had enough sleep and was well rested enough, but this time of year always a drain.  Ok and the night before yes I had two beers which I thoroughly enjoyed–but I don’t think those in of themselves would have done anything.  I did have a headache before I was about to leave to come out, but made one of my bad decisions to tough it out.  Excedrin migraine does wonders but technically I’m allergic to aspirin.  I took some earlier in the week when I sliced my finger and the next day my left eye was vampire red–so……..  (small haha)  And the other stuff rarely does much–so I thought I’d just deal with it.  Oh well.

I sort of glossed over the house stuff with you–but the cousins said on the 23rd it’s about ready–and the whole reality of uprooting and transplanting myself physcially and emotionally was hitting me pretty hard.  I think I’ve been feeling weak and vunerable over that as much as anything.  I mean I know I’ll have lots of help here and there over it—but I like living here–and the stepping out into the unknown thing again–oh well–mixed emotions.   

I appreciate all the thoughtful things you all gave to me.  I didn’t really give you all much. I was trying for light entertainment as much as anything. I’d been looking forward to watching the Charlie and the Chocolate Factory DVD with everyone.  The scarf has my colors perfectly.  The socks I’ll be wearing today. The gloves are just right and I’ve needed a new ice scraper too.  The earrings are perfect too.  Just what I wanted.  You know that hot bod stuff I’d been wearing lightly as a fragrance.  I read the little cartoon on there–I didn’t know that was supposed to be in lieu of actual bathing?  Eww  Hahah  Smells good but I still plan to wash myself.  hahah  Is the nutbread supposed to be soaked in the brandy?

I should explain the book I gave you.   Ray Bradbury’s Something Wicked This Way Comes is probably me as much as anything.  And the lead character is named Wil(l)  Haha   If I had to save one book in the world it would be that one.

In my tossing and turning in bed yesterday I did have one thought. I was thinking the “I missed Christmas” thought, and then the usual “it’s more than just one day” / Whos in Whoville –thoughts after that…more than food (say it ain’t so–haha) and gifts and the like.  And there are plenty of people who miss out due to deaths, illnesses, poverty and the like.  So–this may sound hokey–I’m going to try each morning when I get up to actually look myself in the mirror (ouch) and look at myself and say to the reflection “Today is Christmas” and look at myself a bit while doing it.   I usually don’t look at myself when I first get up and if I do it’s “Oh fuck you again?”  Maybe I should quit doing that.  Haha

And now—to get ready for work and happy shoppers!   Haha   Well I’ll be off Wednesday and Thursday–then early next week too.

Take care and give my regards and thanks to everyone,
Love,
Wil

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Yeah, that Wil knows how to party.  Haha  Bleh.  hahah

Guess I got a head start on the post holiday diet?  hahah

Bleh.

Time for work getting ready.

Boo.  

(haha I guess)

Wilz

Dear Wil,
Here is your horoscope
for Thursday, December 15:   (close enough  hahah)

To say you’re intellectually inspired now is a tremendous understatement. You’re motivated, stimulated and mentally confident — and your higher-ups will definitely take notice. Take a few extra moments this morning and dress appropriately. That, too, won’t go unnoticed.

Aries

Daily extended (by Astrology.com) You’re certainly passionate about what you believe right now — even more so than usual. Whether you’re convinced that an aspect of work should be handled in a specific manner, or maybe something in current events has your sensibilities inflamed, or perhaps an issue from another area altogether, you’re wound up and not likely to unwind anytime soon. Expressing your views is one thing, but guard against getting inappropriately emotional about it.   ************** I appreciate  everyone’s who’s been keeping up with me since I haven’t gotten around too much blogwise these past weeks.  I haven’t gotten too much sleep earlier in the week and yesterday when I got home frorm work I lay down around 4 PM. …and got up about 9:30 AM this morning.  Cough.  Not quite the big evening I’d planned.  Had Harry Potter nightmares the whole time.  I’d be rich if I could tranfer my dreams to DVD’s.  Forget the current movies and books.  Hahah  One dream part a group of us were launching out of some kind of antique sailing ship out of the top side of this building we’d climbed up within, but first the ship upon somehow paasing through a normal size open window had to then outside climb/rise very slowly up the side of this invisible launch (sort of like a theme park ride).  At one point this was vertical over nothing.  (I’ve mentioned my thing with heights?  haha)  Then finally it abruptly flipped over horizontal and gracely flew off over this beautiful snowy English looking neighborhood.  Sort of fantasy Kincade.  Quite realistic.  Well that  was one part.   Main part of the dream Lord Vordmort (sp?)  had turned into a teenager and was pursuing Harry–and maybe I should leave it at that.  Hahah  I think elements of Wicked were mixing in with this.  He was offering to rule the universe with Harry.  Like I said–too bad I don’t have all this on tape or in books.   I only remember a few bits now.   ************************

The Spirit of Halloween at Christmas

The Christmas display in front of Joel Krupnik’s Manhattan brownstone has all the subtlety of a blood-splattered Santa.

Which, in fact, is what it is.

“It’s horrible, just terrible,” says neighbor Joe Nuccio, 79. “He’s got Santa Claus with a bloody knife in one hand and a doll’s head suspended in the other. That’s bloody, too.”

Bloody awful, for sure. But Krupnik, who couldn’t be reached Thursday, told the Associated Press it’s all to make this point: Christmas has become too commercial. Others have made similar points in Orlando (a gutted Rudolph dangling from a tree) and Miami (a hanged St. Nick).

And they’ve received similar reviews.

Estelle Farnsworth was so upset by the life-size Santa strung up in her Miami neighborhood that she called police. Santa’s hands were bound behind his back, his feet were tied together, and a noose was around his neck.

Have yourself a gory little Christmas, it seemed to say.

“I was absolutely furious,” says Farnsworth, 65. “Everybody was upset.”

A little girl in the neighborhood thought Santa had morphed into Satan and was going to get her, Farnsworth says.

Police told Farnsworth that desecrating Santa might be in poor taste but that it was constitutionally protected expression.

Like Krupnik, the neighbor who staged Santa’s mock execution wanted to express his dismay with the commercialization of the season, Farnsworth says.

Point taken, she says. But she believes it could have been done more tastefully.

“Why not put up a beautiful manger scene? He could have put up a sign on it that said, ‘This is the reason for the season of Christmas,’ ” she says. “Instead, he just lynched Santa Claus.”

Santa, mercifully, has been taken down in Miami, and Farnsworth’s neighborhood has returned to normal.

“It’s very well decorated now,” she says.

Not so in Nuccio’s neighborhood. Santa still leers at passersby, and Krupnik has a tree “decorated” with the heads of Barbie dolls.

Maybe Krupnik is bothered that Christmas has become too commercial, Nuccio says. “I am, too. All this nonsense about whether you should say ‘Merry Christmas’ or ‘Happy Holidays.’

“But he shouldn’t have done that to Santa.”

 

Hell yeah  Hahah

I close by myself the next three nights.  Hmmmmm
Oh well.

I hope everyone has a great Friday and weekend!

Ho! Ho!


wilz

Edit  –  A lot of stuff going on inside of me right now, but–haha–when is there not?
             *sigh*

You can never take enough online tests.  Hahah

Your 2005 Song Is

Mr. Brightside by The Killers “It started out with a kiss How did it end up like this It was only a kiss, it was only a kiss” Let’s just say you’re happy to be done with 2005!

True enough I guess.

You Are Mud Pie

You’re the perfect combo of flavor and depth Those who like you give into their impulses

Yes!  Yes!  Give in to me!  Hahah.

You Are 50% “Average American”

You are average because you drink on occasion. You are not average since you’ve known your best friend for less than ten years.

What Your Underwear Says About You

You have a lucky pair of underwear. And you wear it more than you should. You’re not afraid to lay around resting your hand in your pants.

Ha     No comment.  Ha

Your Monster Profile

Demon Beheader You Feast On: Olives You Lurk Around In: The Alamo You Especially Like to Torment: Hipsters

Bwahahahahahhaa

On Average, You Would Sell Out For

$1,108,281

Your Superhero Profile

Your Superhero Name is The Vibro Cyborg Your Superpower is Mutant Your Weakness is Stuttering Your Weapon is Your Anti-matter Arrows Your Mode of Transportation is Hang Glider

I don’t know about hang gliders. But I do carry my own vibro. hahah

Your Power Color Is Magenta

At Your Highest: You energize yourself and push others to suceed. At Your Lowest: You feel frustrated and totally overwhelmed. In Love: You are suprised by who you attract. You’re a love magnet. How You’re Attractive: Open and free spirited, people want to explore the world with you. Your Eternal Question: “What is my next source of inspiration?”

You Are Machiavelli’s Spawn

You’re going to get what you want, and no one’s going stand in your way. (Even if it’s just knocking out your roomie to get the last ice cream sandwich!) People who slow you down, simply need to be taken out – by any means possible. You are the master of charming, wooing, manipulating, and intimidating.

                                           How Machiavellian Are You?



I thought I gave wimpy answers to this?

Erotic Thriller

You’ve made your own rules in life – and sometimes that catches up with you. Winding a web of deceit comes naturally, and no one really knows the true you. Your best movie matches: Swimming Pool, Unfaithful, The Crush

This is getting way bad.   I’m really a nice guy!  Honest!

Your Animal Personality

Your Power Animal: Eagle Animal You Were in a Past Life: Whale You are active, a challenger, and optimistic. Hard-working, you are always working towards a set goal.

You Are Dasher

You’re an independent minded reindeer who never plays by the rules. Why You’re Naughty: That little coup you tried to stage against Santa last year Why You’re Nice: You secretly give naughty children presents.

Time for bed.

Room for a few more.

Hahah

I’ve done these recently but liked to try them again with my other answers.  Hahah

What kinda sex do you like?
Name
DOB
Favourite Color
Times you want to fuck a day..	as many times as possible
Fav. position	69
How you like it	fuck foreplay..LETS SCREW!!
Where do you like doing it	on the beach
how good are you?	fucking orgasmic
This quiz by sixmilesleft – Taken 25 Times.

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Your arch-nemesis is: The godfather Why? Because you told the teacher that they were throwing spit balls The winner will be… Well I guess you because they consider you a friend Take this quiz at QuizGalaxy.com

Aries

Daily extended (by Astrology.com) That obstacle you’ve been battering away at just isn’t budging, but luckily now’s the perfect time to try a new tactic. A fresh idea could come to you from out of the blue — maybe it’s a way to get around what’s been holding you back instead of continuing to pound your head against it — and it’s even more likely to happen if you do a little brainstorming. Suddenly where there was only one answer, now there are several options, and what seemed so difficult can be easy as pie. -

                                                                    OK


Am I up late or up early?

Hahaha

Are You Hot?

Your hotness score is: 222.



You are Wild and Crazy


You have a lot of fun living a wild and crazy life. You live every second to the fullest. You don’t look to keep up with fashion; you look for fashion to keep up with you. Your fun filled lifestyle never stops, so your engine is always running hot. Who knows what crazy new thing you’ll try out next?

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Yeah baby.  My engine runs hot.  Bring on the oil and grease to keep it at optimum performance. And turn up the motor fan to blow and cool it down, if possible.

Haha.

Your Icecream Flavour is…Neopolitan!

You aren’t satisfied with just one flavor. They say variety is the spice of life and this shines through in your Ice cream of choice! Just don’t eat all the chocolate and leave the strawberry and vanilla behind!

What is your Icecream Flavour?
Find out at Go Quiz

I like all flavors.  *Wipes mouth and grins.  Asks for more helpings.*

Well between work and weather I’ve been pretty run down this week.  We’ve had zero-ish weather since last of November and 8 inches of snow the other night, not to mention winds.  Off this weekend.  Probably go do some shopping errands, gym and the like, then put on the It’s a Wonderful Life DVD or similar and put up the goth tree I was going to do last Halloween.  Hahah  Naked of course.  Bwahahah.  Ouch–watch those hooks!  Hahah

Coworker Josh Tyler did the above pic which is a representation of my spirit.  Larger versions show the detail much better but don’t fit on xanga. He got my facial expression down to the “T” –haha.   His original vision had been sort of like a crusader on a horse, but I had mentioned before that I was 3/4 werewolf and one quarter vampire, so he went with that.  I may have some variation of that as a tattoo some day.  Actually watching some anime on TV last night–an episode of Descendants of Darkness–sort of metro-homo supernatural detective thing–they had a werewolf looking gargoyle on there close to the above pic.  Interesting.

I feel tired but wired.  Haha  Must be coffee and the vitamins.  Guess  I should go do stuff.  Haha. 

More soon.

Love and thrusts–

(bwhahaha)

Wilz

Oh yeah  Do me do!!


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I’m a Rowan Tree btw. Hahah

OK

Maybe I should update this thing?   Hahah  Snowy times are ahead Harry Potter.   Well maybe.  They keep predicting the white shit.  Hahah have had a few flurries.  Today was first of two off days.   Lets just say wrestling Christmas trees at work in the cold and wind can be rather tiresome.   I’ve stayed inside all day long and am not the slightest bit guilty about it.

Walk the Line is a superlative movie btw.   Go see it.  Or else.  Hahah

I think I’d see the movie again just for the audition scene–though the whole movie is almost beyond comment for me–my small smile of contentment probably sums it up best.

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Tomorrow is the first anniversary of my brother being found dead–Dec 1st, 2004  Though we guestimate he died 2 months earlier that October.  In some ways this has sort of been  a limbo year for me, though in other ways alot has been accomplished.  I still have 5 days of vacation time to take, so better put in for some time in January.  No real plans for anything special.  Would be nice to get away somewhere other than here or Atlanta for a change.  I’ve been through my share of mood swings this past year, so right now I don’t really have anything to add I haven’t said before.  Bill and Andrea still working on the house I’ll be moving into at some point.  Kitchen rebuilding now

Fire last night did some damage to the Von’s stores near campus.  They hope to reopen soon. I buy a lot of books and other shit there.   And the (in)famous Harry’s Chocolate Shop (place has nothing to do with chocolate, but alot ot do with spirits–haha) supposedly all right.

And the Christmas tree vs Holiday tree debate hit work too.   All my life phrases like Christmas and holiday have been used together and interchangeably–so I guess Jerry F  needed another false crisis for a fund raiser.  So we had to take down anything that said holiday trees.  

Now I crave chocolate.  Or something sweet.

Hahaha.