November 23, 2005






  • Always keyed up and wired when I come home from work then it all drains down the vortex beneath my floor.  Or so it seems.  Bought some groceries–wasn’t too awful at the store but I went as soon as I got off from work.  Not certain if I’ll make my pasta stuff tonight or tomorrow morning.  Dozed off but Emily returned my call and we talked a bit.  Program on firewalking on TV.   My next hobby–hahah.  Anime Patlabor on next and Record of LodossWalk the Line was great movie.  Enjoyed Harry Potter too. 


    Yawn.  Haha


    Hope everyone has a great Turkey Day.


    Gobble gobble.











November 19, 2005

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    I guess this has been one of those whatever days where I haven’t really done anything I’d planned on doing  but…whatever!   Haha  Tried to find a midnight showing of Walk the Line but there weren’t any.  Then tried for Harry Potter but those were sold out.  Camped out at Denny’s and ate breakfast stuff and read more in my book.  Seth was working so I always get two syrups for my pancakes and lots of Coca Cola refills. Good Seth.  Off today after working five. ”Live” cut trees came in yesterday.  Already put up by time I got in but still netted and people at the tree farm had tagged the labels on the netting which was going to come off…so…tedious.  Haha  And the poinsettias–haha–we have new varieties with purple or orange leaves and glitter?  Still trying to figure those out.  I’m thinking maybe white originally and dyed?  Glitter?  Well they look cool but would have been good for Halloween.  


    My original plan for today had been to walk in some park then catch Cash movie then clean up apt.  So far big zero.  Was dreaming weird shit–some type of architecture art magazine from like 20 or 30 years in the future.   Sort of like pictures in Harry Potter movies. Flat paper but with sounds and video effects and etc.  Buildings new or proposed in NYC and DC.  Crazy shit.  One I was flying way over NYC over these Bladerunner-esque type buildings.  Flew over one and a voice said “Look down into the net.”  Huge tall tower had recessed staduim complex and ramps and platforms on the top.  Another one was some futuristic art noveau-ish Crystal Palace  proposed for along the Mall in DC.  Then supposedly I was in some version of my eventual house in East Point.  But larger with ramps and wings and large windows.   Ramps seem to be big in this reality and all sorts of eco-friendly design work.  And some other voice telling me I need to more be more directly involved or proactive in my social life?   Wtf?   Hahah   And the people the dream told me to go out with are like in Atlanta and I’m still here.


    When you have alot to do–do as me–go to sleep.   Hahaha  It’s not how long you’re awake but the quality of your awakeness.  Hahah  Bullshit to live by.  Hahah  Frankly haven’t had a real night’s sleep in weeks.  Like offically go to bed with teeth brushed, take clothes off and turn lights out.  Except with windy colder weather coming in all those tiny cracks in my turn of the century quarters here, probably have to start wearing clothes some.  hahah  I hate sleeping in clothes.  Constricts my blood flow.  haha  And I like my blood to be free flowing–so to speak.


    So—holiday hours next week, so also off Monday and Thursday.  Fortunately  Friday I merely work 8-5 so not too bad.  Warm for a few days then cold and flurryish later in the week.


    Harry Potter and the Secret Chamber or whatever it’s called on a few. Guess I’ll chill and watch that.


    Bleh.


    Hahahaha.



    Wilzzzzz








     

November 16, 2005
























  • THIS IS WHO YOU ARE


     


     


    ( BEETHOVEN )


     


    SOMETIMES
    SLOWLY
    TIME BRINGS REVELATION


    WAITING
    SOFTLY
    FOR SOMEONE TO BELIEVE


    THAT THE GHOSTS WE’VE HIDDEN OR LEFT TO DIE
    HAVE NOW ARISEN AND WILL ARRIVE
    TO SAY WHAT HAS HAPPENED
    SAY WHAT HAS HAPPENED
    SAY WHAT HAS HAPPENED
    TO ME


    AND WHO WOULD HAVE THOUGHT
    THAT YOU’D BE THE ONE
    THAT I WOULD HAVE FOUND HERE WAITING


    LOST IN THIS NIGHT
    UNTIL YOU ARRIVED
    AND ALWAYS TOO BLIND TO SEE


    AND WHO WOULD HAVE THOUGHT
    THAT AFTER THIS TIME
    THAT I’D BE THE ONE YOU’RE SAVING


    NOW UNDISGUISED
    THE GHOSTS THAT SURVIVE
    NOW SAY WHAT WAS MEANT TO BE


    I NEVER WANTED TO GIVE MY LIFE AWAY
    WHO EVER THOUGHT IT WOULD MATTER ANY WAY


    WANDERING INSIDE THIS NIGHT
    FINDING PIECES OF A LIFE
    NEVER SURE I’D EVER KNOW WHAT IT MEANS


    IT’S THE STRANGERS IN YOUR LIFE
    THAT YOU’D NEVER THOUGHT YOU’D MEET
    IT’S THE HAND THAT PICKED YOU UP
    WHEN YOU’RE LAYING IN THE STREET


    IT’S THE HAND THAT CUT YOU DOWN
    IT’S THE DREAM THAT SOMEONE SHARED
    WHEN YOU THOUGHT THAT ALL WAS LOST
    IT’S THE FRIEND THAT WASN’T THERE


    YOU CAN RUN FROM ALL THE MEMORY
    BUT NEVER GET THAT FAR
    FOR IN THE END THEY’LL FIND YOU
    FOR THIS IS WHO YOU ARE


    CHANGE ONE NOTE
    CHANGE ONE LINE
    NOTHING’S GOING TO BE THE SAME
    CHANGE ONE LOSS
    CHANGE ONE CUT
    EVERYTHING IS RE-ARRANGED


    EVERY ACT
    CRUEL OR KIND
    LOST INSIDE OUR MEMORY
    IF YOU LOOK
    THERE IN TIME


    YOU’LL FIND IT IN
    FIND IT IN
    FIND IT IN
    YOU’LL FIND IT IN ME


     


    © 1997-2004 Trans-Siberian Orchestra. All rights reserved.

     

     


     


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    11/13/05
    Sunday
    11:22 AM



    I’m not familiar with TSO other than by name and reputation.  When Lara visited Jason here a few years ago she played a CD then I rather liked.  I saw this at Borders the other night and it looked like something I should get.


    I had it on while finishing the previous weblog.  Towards the end of it while reading the liner story notes I started sobbing.  All I’m going to say is the above picture probably sums up my life so far more than anything I’ve ever told any body, and a few know a little more than others.  I’ll let it go at that.


    I think I’m going to release some more of my brother’s ashes at some nature parks outisde of town today.



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    11/14/05
    Monday
    8:09



    Ok I was having a moment when I wrote the above but I’ll leave it.  Dept at work has lost some folk and will be like 3 ppl at the moment?  Hopefully a replacement for one is in the works.  Live trees later this week and poinsettias and etc–so will be a little busy to be understaffed, but frquently that’s the nature of the beast..


    Ended up at the celery bog which they keep at higher water levels now to choke out cattails and the like.  All the fowl more obvious like ducks, geese and swans.  Almost full moon was rising.  Windy. Very fallish.   Snow showers Wednesday?  Released some of Tom’s ashes and they blew across the ripply water wetlands.








    Carnival of Carnage





    You were born in the year of Carnival of Carnage.
    Which means you feel for the people in the
    ghetto, dislike Rednecks, and are a little bit
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    And the Atlanta Aquarium opens on the 23rd.



    11/15/05




































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    Fav. position any position as long as its rough
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    I’m gentle.


    Well I start off gentle.  Hahah






     





November 13, 2005





























  •   Aries
    Daily extended (by Astrology.com)
    You’ve never been famous for turning down a dare, resisting the urge to boldly go where you’re absolutely sure no one you know has ever gone before, or for holding back the urge to do anything anyone says you probably can’t do. In fact, those situations usually sound like invitations to you. This doesn’t mean you can’t be startled, however, or caught a bit off guard when you finally get the message that someone has been trying to send you. -




     

     

     

     




















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    Hugh Heffner



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    Because you ate your dinner with your feet
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    Haha–yeah well he gets the babes even still!  Hahah

     

     



     

    Gay Bear



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    Wtf????    Just because I don’t take shit?   Or try not to?  Cough–hack–wheeze–splutter–????


    Haha–I think?


    Actually the phrase Grumpy Bear has been used on me when I’m not awake in the morning and get hit with too much light or sounds.  Blood Sucking Vampy Bear might be better. Actually I’d probably be more of a Were Bear. Bwahaha


     


    (What is it I tell people–I’m hetero curious?  Haha  Usually I just say I’m an equal opportunity perv.  hahah   When we were looking at lighting fixtures in Atlanta I told Bill I was flexible and he started laughing and said “We already knew that.”  Andrea said I could hit him.  I think I just shook my head and went on looking at lighting.  Well like I told someone else–everyone is at risk from me.  Hahah.   But I mean  that in a chaste, non threatening or harassing way.  Almost made it through that statement.  Like when I told someone at work I was going to turn over a new leaf and behave the rest of the months I’m there.  Told that one to Joe–he almost hit the floor rolling and laughing.  Well I added that I realized how it sounded and had told the other coworker ok maybe the rest of that day. (90 minutes).  Joe gasped he thought that sounded more doable for me.


    My sleep cycles so out of whack.  Really haven’t had normal night’s sleep in 2 weeks I guess.  A few days ago I crashed at 4:30 PM and woke up at 2:30 AM.  Stayed up.  Think I crashed around 11 ish last night and  woke up around 5:30 AM, which I guess sounds normal?


     


    Trip went well but the driving back and forth really wore me out.  Didn’t really relax some until the last day, but even then was moving furniture.  Emily did well at her conference.  Her paper went well, she networked and made some contacts.  They offered her a position on future conferences which I ordered her to take and she finally did.  I got conned into reading Old English to a group. Haha  Homey has studied Old English text in translation in the past along with Chaucer, but hasn’t studied pronouncing it.  Allegedly I didn’t suck too bad but I think they were being nice.  My years of watching Star Trek shows and listening to Klingon served me well.  Hahah  One guy sounded like Scottish Klingon when reading.


    Atlanta traffic still sux, and even more so.  Emily’s Saturn helped alot.  Soon I was driving 85 and weaving in and out like everyone else. 


    House will be great someday.  Bill said he wanted it ready by end of Nov, but I kind of doubt that.  I’m thinking now a last day for me would be early Jan and move early Feb.


    Might have two roomies.  I’d made the offer to Josh ages ago and frankly had sort of forgotten about it.  He asked this week if the offer still stood and I said uh yeah–sure!!  Haha   And maybe Joe a year or two from now.  So yeah two other people with humor comparable to my own.  Bwahah  Neighbors and my relatives and old friends are going to hate me/us.  And still room for guests too.  Haha


    We’ll see.


    Haha.


     


    More I can write but this is probably enough for now.


    Haha


    ttyl
















November 7, 2005

  • This has probably been the least stressed day of this trip. 
    Making deadlines for Emily’s conference, driving in general in addition
    to doing house reconstuction decision making, and trying to see a few
    people.   Had a Texas margarita earlier which was nice and now a
    Smirnoff Green apple drink.   Long drive back tomorrow from
    Atlanta to Lafayette and open at 5:30 AM the last three days of the
    work week.  Though have weekend off which will be mainly
    recuperation.  

    Cya,
    Wil

  • A qucikie.  Emily did well with her conference stuff.  Bill
    and I about to get bedroom furniture out of Andrea’s  mother’s
    house to take to mine.  Then do paperwork stuff at City Hall.

    Basically traffic, conference, hardware stores these past days..  Did hang out with Steve and Stephanie yesterday.

    Gotta go!

    Haha

    W

November 4, 2005

  • Dear Wil,
    Here is your horoscope
    for Friday, November 4:

    You’re
    probably feeling just about as restless as you ever have — and you’re
    just radical enough to do something about it. Don’t even try to resist
    this energy. Get out that list of things you swore you’d try.

    ***********




    Haha.  I’ve had horrible headaches all day but now I think excedrin migraine now my drug of choice.

    Yeah Atlanta traffic totally monsterous.   But we went
    looking for mirrors, and paint colors and counter styles and floor
    tiles and etc and yeah the house will be hot someday, but I’m probably
    still going to be in Lafayette a number of months and probably just aim
    to save money for all this house stuff.

    Emily doing well at her conference stuff-networking and all.  The
    drives back and forth are killing me but I’ll get over it.

    This is the best I’ve felt all day but need to go to bed for another early day.  Of course I feel hyper now.

    Haha

    Wil the Thrill

November 3, 2005

  • Haha  My cousins have 7 cats.  I love pets but generally I’m
    allergic to them.  Didn’t bother me last Dec.  However I
    guess bothering me now.  Haha  Yeah I woke up this morning
    and little faces peeking in the door at me.  Bill had to go
    investigate  a fire and Andrea had to take two of them to the vet.
    I was supposed to sleep in but got up around 9.  As I rule I try
    not to look at myself in the mirror when I first get up, but yeah red
    watering eyes and puffed out face–I did look like a zombie try
    out.  Haha   Gross  Haha   

    So yeah small army following me around this morning though I think they’ve all gone back to sleep for a while.

    Yeah there’s going to be alot of house stuff to do here so guess my
    visit was fortuitous, but not really get to rest until I go back to
    work next week and have to be at work at 5:30 AM.   I will
    say this–the stereo in Emily’s Saturn is better than my boombox which
    I use at home.  Haha

    More as it develops.

    Haha

    W

  • Finally got out of Lafayette around 10 am ish.  Got to Atlanta
    midnight.  Utterly exhausted.  Between Emily’s conference and
    my house/estate stuff–will be busy with all that most of the time.

November 2, 2005





  • And away we go!  Hahaha


     


    Well maybe I should shower and finish packing before Emily gets here?


     


    Haha








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